im soo fucking mad.....ok, so i got shoes for homecoming, n then i needed a bag, n they didnt have any in the shoe store, so then my mom n i decide to go to payless, n nearby we see a Fashion for Less and a Target, so we go to Fashion for Less first, n they had some cute things, but then as I'm making my way over to the purses on the wall, they have this fucking fur coat.  I reach out to feel it to see if its real, and it feels real so i ask my mom if it is or not, n then she said she thought it was cuz it was shedding n it felt fucking real. SO i get pissed and i want to leave on the floor or slung over the rack n my mom wont let me, so then i go over to the purses...cussing on the way for any passing salesperson to hear, n i reach the wall n they have like 3 perfect purses, but by now im soo pissed off that i say fuck this shit, n storm out of there hitting the jacket as i walk out, watching some bitchy store lady give me some look n then i waited for my  mom to slowly walk out, so i go to payless (n they have nice faux fur shoes, but anyway) n they dont really have any purses that werent ugly or the right color...so then i go to target.  Target should be fine, i think, cuz its target n a big chain and crap..but nope, i go to the purse section, n they have all this fur shit, n i ask my mom if its fake tho i thought it would be.  everything was except for one fucking thing.  this fucking lil fucking pink hat with one tiny lil fucking pink puffball on top of its fucking pink self.  N i was like wat is it, wat kind, n we look at the fucking tag n at the bottom it says fur:  rabbit and i freak out n start crying. cuz the first jacket had to be rabbit cuz it was only 50.00 n this fucking lil 14.99 fucking hat was rabbit n i was crying in target, my mom was tryn to find a purse, we found one that matched n all, but i was like fuck it, n we left cuz i couldnt stand the fucking shit assholes who sell this mother fucking pieces of crap..sry if u dont like cuss words, if u dont then u prob didnt make it all the way thro it to get to my apalogy..but yeah. today was hell..i still have hw, i found out who died in the 6th harry potter book cuz ppl r stupid n put it on the front page to get ppl to go to their chat rooms on that internet page...im not goin to spoil it but it basically said  " i cant believe at _____(a certain part) _____(the person) died and then _____ ( another person) did..." that isnt an exact quote but yeah, it basically screwed up who dies for me, n btw i use only one blnk not bcuz of who dies but bcuz of laziness, so dont think im giving any hints, cuz its not like that at all, anyway so that sux, n then i go n have to deal with rabbits being in season for wearing around...just fuck everyone...today is a good day for Hobbes, screw Locke.

WARNING:this entry will be a waste of your time so please, don't read unless you are bored out of your mind, then, feel free to read and comment n tell me that u think im overreacting, cuz thats what everyone tells me anyway...probably bcuz its true. gracias!


ugh...school is annoying, i have to avoid this stocker guy cuz i dont want to be mean n tell him to go away, which i might do cuz its too much of an effort to avoid him,. hw is annoying n keeps coming. i want to do dance classes but cant bcuz they r expensive n time consuming, n if i got a job i could pay for them cuz i dont want a job but thats how badly i want to do dance lessons, but then i will have no time 4 skool or anything...school sux bcuz its soo time consuming n the hw takes forever...im tired of tryn hard n knowing that im gonna grow up n have some shitty office job n hate my life n work n live alone with like 3 rabbits, 2 dogs, 6 hamsters, 4 mice, 15 fish, 3 birds and one lonely turtle, but ill not like my life bcuz of my crappy job, n be all depressed n like...i wish that when i was younger i did:this n that n blah blah blah.ppl r too predictable n there r too many things dealing with competition for every lil thing. n in the classes they tell u ur never gonna get to college unless u get all a's or somth which is crap n then in honors they tell u how hard it is to get into college n that u r better than everyone esle becuz ur honor kids n they expect more of u than everyone else. n then the competitions come in for the best grade, best chair in orchestra-well, not mine lol, no one really gives a shit, except the selected few-but then there is competition in sports n for every lil thing, n its annoying.i should be doin hw now, but screw it...well im gonna do it, but its soo annoying to kno that ur not smart n that ur gonna get a crappy office job n hate gettn up every morning, but ur gonna b too afriad to quit cuz then wat would u do for money...thats all its about, money, only reason ppl do honors is so they can get to a good college n be rich, no other reason, unless they have nothn else to brag about n they r smart, or cuz their parents make them n make it difficult for the ppl who actually care but rnt smart enough to do well enough...ugh, im tired of all the shit...all it is is shit shit shit and more shit....shit. ugh, yeah, im annoyed for no reason but maybe there is a reason n maybe there isnt n maybe im just being melodramatic or w/e it is n being a drama queen n sayn how the world is all about me n that woe is me this n woe is me that, so sry if i am, yeah, i guess i am. so sry. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...gotta ir y do harrison tarea, so i can push up my history grade so they can push up my history scores on tests so i can go to college n get a crappy job becuz thats the way the world works n thats the way its competitive,ok. um...byes..adios....a revior.